hey, bee- sea ... @js0000@toot.cat

meditation

delusions
wait for me

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mayor imposes "advisory" curfew starting tomorrow night

father knows best

🚨​

meditation
distracted (too easily)

daily practice helping
but struggle continues

mind
an ever changing perspective

💧

meditation-
sore shoulder a distraction
(along with active mind)

nonetheless beneficial
(will do it again tomorrow (i hope))

📅

meditation
over before i knew it

(this morning)

🔔

after ai weiwei

meditation report
ok today

lacking words to match experience
(mundane yet not)

meditation now daily part of quarantine living

today seemed a transition
(like any day)

going deeper
(cautiously)

...

meditation this morning
hard to summarize

work had emergency
yesterday night
so i had to keep
pushing it out of my mind

little tranquil bliss
this time
but mind focus work
will undoubtedly be beneficial

🍃

tents in central park
javitz center now medical facility

it must be absolutely insane
to be a medical worker in nyc

i go through periods of getting fed up with (recorded) music (while programming)

but at a time like this- it's somewhat soothing to have the "normalcy" of writing code and listening to music when absolutely everything else is completely off the rails

(also, i acknowledge my priviledge[s] (without losing sight of my fragility[-ies]))

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nice meditation today

struggled with thoughts
of my own mortality
also was less patient
waiting for timer

so many opportunities
for development

🆗

@js0000

https://drive.google.com/open?id=1NWkK4ZjTUN0XMJDnEweDhPMliVfF-cVL

beneficial meditation this morning
felt connected to that universal mind

💗

governor on teevee again
giving blood
promoting science

the more i watch him
the stronger my unease

🎥

feeling (old deep) emotions
during meditation

makes it easier to let them go

🔬

hopi elder
encourages inner development
within this pandemic time

(good idea)

https://325.nostate.net/2020/03/27/message-from-white-eagle-hopi-indigenous-on-3-16-2020-turtle-island/

more photos
from my neighborhood
as i walk around it

meditation
every day makes a difference

before:
unfocused mind
fidgety body

after:
better

wonderful waltham (wishes)