We went from "yeah, shovelling is a real pain in the ass and 25 is now a good distance in the rear view mirror" to "we have a snowblower when can we go pick it up" in about 30 seconds this morning so I guess that's happening. At least I won't have to figure out what to do with what's left of the lawnmower gas.
Now she's recorded him going mrrrple and she was playing it back to make sure she captured it and he was aghast at his own voice coming from behind him
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These posts brought to you by I actually took an 8.1k walk today for the first time in... quite a while, I guess, several weeks anyway.
I'm not doing the "right" things for walking, mostly, I do spend some time looking at my phone so I can play Pokeymans, but it's something, at least.
Those walks in June I could barely focus on anything that wasn't, like, six inches from my face, so I didn't do anything but walk and look at houses and yards as best I could.
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The insulin really helped almost immediately, and so I went from having basically 6 or so hours of actually-awake time a day and another 5-6 hours of twilight, to both sleeping better and being more present in the time I was awake.
Despite having blurry vision the whole time and being worried it was going to be permanent or get worse, and of course pandemic worries, I'd have to say June-July were some of the best months for me in quite a while.
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The photos I posted earlier were from a walk I took a few months ago, shortly after I got my beetus diagnosis and I was on half days. I don't like it enough to take half salary, but I do miss having the extra time to go for long walks almost every day (I was averaging 7-10km a day). It was so much the better because for the year+ prior I'd been struggling to stay awake more than 8 or 9 hours a day which in retrospect was obviously the disease. I'd thought it was depression.
As a result of an unfortunate incident during our group video meeting this morning I am now writing a performance review for Jack Torrance
"Willing to self-isolate for extended periods of time for the good of the company. 4/5 good year, possible area of improvement: learn to type more than just 'All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy' would help in career advancement"