I'm lightheaded now, I hate this
rage and growling
I probably should have known this would happen when I got like 4 emails before 9am
I woke up this morning thinking "if today isn't a normal work day, I'm going to have a breakdown"
and it wasnt
so here we are >_>
as a general measure of how busy I am - in the last 24 hours I've transferred like $6k to / from 5 people
I'm looking at an apartment tomorrow, even!
im all these feelings b/c of a few very specific reasons - but I'm moving soon and I'll definitely be better afterwards
I'm also having to do something for grounding (ex: burn incense, play specific types of music, spray perfume) like every 12 hours because I'm like constantly feeling very... out of place
can someone's november praxis be helping me get out of a terrible contract gig?