Adrienne Harper<p>So far, today has been a relaxing and mildly dull day. Although I don't know how much of that dullness is brain fog that may or may not be based on <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/genderdysphoria" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>genderdysphoria</span></a> from living in a male body. I still get <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/gendereuphoria" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>gendereuphoria</span></a> from little things: waking up in dresses, public convenience stores recognizing me as female (despite being <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/prehrt" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>prehrt</span></a> ), swimming in a bra+panties+shaven body where it feels like I'm in my body for the first time, etc. </p><p>I'm ready for <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/HRT" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>HRT</span></a> to arrive at my doorstep. I'm ready for the tit-tacs to overtake my body and give me the female form that I'm starting to crave. Once I feel the mental effects of HRT, I will know for 100% sure if <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/transition" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>transition</span></a> is right for me or if my doubts are <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/impostorsyndrome" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>impostorsyndrome</span></a> talking.</p><p><a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/mtf" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mtf</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/musings" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>musings</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/transgender" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>transgender</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/trans" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>trans</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/transfemme" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>transfemme</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/transfem" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>transfem</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/transfeminine" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>transfeminine</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/transfemale" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>transfemale</span></a> <a href="https://chaosfem.tw/tags/transwoman" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>transwoman</span></a></p>