you know what i'm gonna do i'm gonna sit in the shower. no scrubbing or anything just sit under a stream of hot water

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i haven't even taken my morning meds yet i'm so wired

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i'm so proud of me i'm out of bed for like 20 minutes and already called doctors and made an appointment for TOMORROW

i didn't think i was physically capable of this

but apparently getting off The Meds made me able to do it again

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holy shit i just did a half hour physio session, now all my muscles are shaky and very very happy

hello mastodon i am considering getting more active here again

I make stimy bracelets and handheld stimies.

Here's a document where you can see which are currently for sale,

examples for ones that I've made,

and how to order a custom stimy.

my cat has pinkeye and i am worried because i don't know how i'm supposed to make it to the vet tomorrow without dying 30 different kinds of death

things that have happened in the meantime: a whole lot of incredibly stressful nothings. lots of applications and appeals and nonsense, for wheelchair, home care assistance, apartments, and other things, getting nowhere.

some medical appointments with no results.

oh and i also sliced my thumb with the bread slicing machine which is going to make a real pretty and itchy scar.

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ugh. i guess i'm back for now. been avoiding this page because it's so frustrating, few interactions, little support, it's not really a lot of fun

sickness/seriously triggering I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better soon

I can touch the floor, at least in the bathroom, with bare feet again, can you imagine

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So today I got my first visit by 2 (!!) personal care assistants who came to clean in my apartment

I felt incredibly awkward and it was very stressful and I cried a little because People and Noise and Things and Smells and They Do Things Differently

I threw away all the brushes and sponges they used because I'm very particular about what they're allowed to touch

But it feels so good to be here now. Cleanliness is so important for me for my quality of life o my god you had me so confused! in a pleasant way though. my sleep deprived brain approves

@kit okay so what you could do, is attach the walking stick to the bar at the back and the axle. would be bit of a hack job. you could use a simple velcro strap or just a loop of anything to fix it to the bar, and another one at the axle. best thing to have at the axle would be something cup shaped though. it's kind of a weird angle, so i don't know how far the stick would stick out towards the back i hope youll like it!

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