meows for days @catpaccino@toot.cat

also in the news today, i got my first tattoo! look at this adorable shit. https://toot.cat/media/5ng1slKDjHlyDfO4byY

in the news today: i have a new job. last day at old one was friday, starting new one on wednesday. feels so weird. i've been at old job for nine years :|

it's been ages since i used this, hello again everykitty

I put a bunch of j-pop from high school into my itunes library, so now there is the potential for the music to go from "mood rock" to "AGGRESSIVELY HAPPY" very suddenly

Pretty day today. Gotta do some chores, go for a walk, listen to music, see some sunshine.

I was also wearing a chibi Sylvanas shirt to the Magic open house, represent

Did some Good Nerding today. Went to a Magic open house & got some free Magic cards & played with my boyf (did not win), bought lots of Magic stuff (a couple sweet mats and a duel deck set). Then came home and played WoW and finally got my Raandyy's Fandies shirt!

I'm a good good nerd kid and I like it.

griefxiety? anxgrief? what are we calling this

anyway besides the aforementioned grumbly things the photos were nice, the eulogy was good and also a little funny, people spoke about him and there were good stories, and it was basically the happiest memorial. overall approval.

the only things i wasn't a fan of was a) the pastor talking about having faith like a child. my brother was a disabled adult, so that's getting close to "disabled adults are basically children". no.

b) my parents being like "he'll be talking and walking and dancing in heaven". well what if he was perfect the way he was? he doesn't need to do those things to be exactly the way he was intended. feels like you wish he were different.

memorial was good, lots of disney songs and balloons that are now exploring the local countryside. saw lots of people i hadn't seen for a long time.